Sunday, April 18, 2010

A Good Swift Kick To Put Me In My Place

So things have been going so well here...people are being saved, demons are being casted out, healing are all around, visions, hearing God's voice, prayer being answered, things being confirmed.....

And I easily could forget about Jesus. I could easily forget that I am not a good person without faults....that I don't need Jesus.

And easy it is...

I have truly realized how much of a sinner I am. I know that sounds rough and possibly depressing, but really, it is just confirmation and appreciation for Jesus even more. I ABSOLUTELY know that all this amazing stuff is totally due to Jesus and His Holy Spirit living within me and working through me...no way could this decrepit heart could do what is going on.

I asked to be cleaned out..but before I could be clean I had to really see how absolutely filthy I am. As much as it made me feel guilty and horrible, I realized how much Jesus really wants me...He wants to clean me out. He WANTS to.

That, ladies and gentlemen, is what I live for...to do what He wants cuz He has literally saved me from myself...from death.

I am so humbled. I don't deserve the filthy rags to be exchanged for robes of glory....yet, I am standing here with them on. Unbelieveable...well, it is believeable..but you know what I mean. :)

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