Saturday, March 6, 2010

This is the kind of person I want to be:

the one who when trials show up, my IMMEDIATE response is trust and faith in God's soverignty...no stress...no anxiety...no doubt...no anger...just faith and peace and calmness running through my mind...

I just wonder how many more trials I will have to go through in order to respond this way. I seem to be getting closer to it...but not yet. Boo. Wanna say next time I will respond EXACTLY like that...but then I am kinda done with these trials...kinda don't need them anymore....just wanna mind my own business, do what I am called to do and do it....oh, wait, trials are what I am called to.....gotta get this learned asap.

Haven't been writing a lot for a few reasons:
1.) Aol - I am tired.
2.) A little bit of crazy has been going on
3.) Brooke is here so we are all spending time together.
4.) Processing and feeling has been a tad bit difficult.

A lot in this head of mine...but you know what? God is so good and He really is faithful. I desire to be a woman after His heart....I don't want to let things get in the way...I don't want emotions redirect my focus....I don't want earthly things to distract me....

I just want HIM.

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