Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Something hit me...

...and it's stirring something within me.

I admittedly have avoided serious Ugandan talk in about a year, mostly, because it is hard for me to understand my life the past two years. Not bad at all, just not what I imagined. Anyways....

checked out Invisible Children's new documentary called "Koney 2012".

It lit a fire in my heart for God, for evangelizing, for the Church....

the Church...

it has been a loooooooooooooong time since my heart desired the Church. Many factors that lead to one thing: lack of passion.

I could go into the details - those of you who know what has been going on with me probably could guess a few things....but other than that it really doesn't make sense to go into it.

I just stopped loving the Church because I didn't see or feel love from the Church anymore.

Sarah, Ashley, Melissa, Jill.....you know what I am talking about.
The rest of you....maybe.

I desire the fire for people to come to know the LORD.

I desire to be with the LORD's presence and hear His voice.

I desire to experience the Holy Spirit's breath.

I desire to be and follow God's will at ALL times.

I desire to be near God.

I desire the kingdom to EXPLODE.

I desire the difference that the Church makes.....

Please God, don't let this little fire burn out...keep it aflame and burning richer, deeper and into the marrow of this soul....

I haven't felt like this in a long time....

I want to feel this for a long time...

I need You back...

...here...

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