Since we just hungout.
The stresses of life and what I felt You were and are calling me to seemed to dabble in a feeble reality that just did not make sense.
I took advantage of You being steady, confident and in control and instead made you out as a Planner of sorts who just gets me from spot to spot.
I trusted You...I trust You...but not with the same zest.
I made You out to be so far and so complicated.
When all you want me to do is love, obey and worship You.
Man, how did it get this way? Why did it get this way?
Oh, ya....cuz I lost my Bible.
Really? Well, kinda....I mean I purchased a new pink Bible...but my torn up, chewed up, dust laden Bible was missing.
And it is found...it is back.
Touching God's Word does something to me...it is like I am Mork and I can just drink it up with my fingers. It is so refreshing.
But best of all...I feel the absolute Love of my life surrounding me with His greatness.
Please, plese, please help me stay close to You. Cuz when I see it as a plan, a process or a way, I lose sight of my Love. And You are the only one I need or better yet said, want.
Lubanga omiti gum...
Ahhh - to soon speak Acholi again....
Sigh :)
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