Forgiveness

Went to Tegot to pay the cooks and constructors a week late due to the lack of transportation. We asked for their forgiveness...they forgave us. As if nothing happened. They let it go and willingly want to work more for us. They realize, in their anger, we still loved them and want the best for them. PG

But then I come home and see a fake kind of forgiveness...one where you say you forgive someone and give them a little bit back of what they originally had, hence the relationship still has a tear in it. I see forgiveness as a full mend - the kind Jesus talks about. You acknowledge it, learn from it and it is in the past - look forward and don't hold it against that person anymore...regardless. Yes, it is one of the hardest things to do, but it is something we are called to do. In a land where so much pain, distrust and destruction still bears deep wounds, I hope and pray the example of Christ's forgiveness can impact so strongly in the hearts of people here in Ug. I especially pray for the relationship between Cosmas and Robert. Both are good men in a very miscommunicated situation. I pray that Robert will forgive and be comfortable to fully trust Cosmas and show that by what he leaves him responsible for...because if Cosmas doesn't get the full respect and responsibility back, it will only discourage him and not make him want to do his job to the fullest. Pray for all of that.

Pray also for the ministering opportunity for me with the children of my neighborhood as well as for Stella and Michael. The kids are helpful in closing the gates for me and always run to greet me now. Gave them this old piece of long rubber that I showed them how they can use it for a jump rope. Then Stell and Michael - I met Stella through Melissa and she has been visiting lately. Since her, Michael (her brother) and I couldn't cook yesterday because my propane tank was empty, they both came over tonight. It was fun to learn how to cook boo a different way and it was delicious. I told them they are invited every Sunday......maybe dinner and fellowship? study?

There. That is one thing I want to discuss, seek guidance and wisdom about...bible studies. I am seeing a lack of good quality, indepth bible studies going on here. There is fellowship and preacher talking studies...but not where people are going into the bible themselves. It probably has to do with the high illiteracy rates or resources to purchase bibles, but still... That has sparked something in me. I will be doing a study with the staff each Monday...but I want to do more with the neighbors, Tegot, etc. Pray for me on that, ok?

I am tired....but I don't feel like sleeping nor do I feel like writing....so I am going to read. Maybe pray.....

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